” I feel like a Black Republican…. money I got coming in….can’t turn my back on the hood…I got too much love for them….can’t clean up my act up for good….got too much thug in him….probably be back in the hood…I’m like fuck it then”……”Black Republican”……..Nas featuring Jay-Z….
I been locked up out here in the state of Ohio for the past 17 months….this shit is way different from me being in the feds, where I just completed 263 months (21 years and 11 months)…
Interacting with these dudes shown me how fucked up these people mentality really is….
I came through the door making moves that makes differences…..because that’s the type of man that I am….I’m a master networker……
I see the things that others can’t see or bother to pay attention to….I pay attention to EVERYTHING…so I’m always find a way to generate some paper….
I know these dudes out here don’t like me….they only tolerate me because they feel they can get something from me….Something for Nothing….that’s their way of thinking….SMALL….they think because I’m from a major fast city….N.Y.C…..which is the fastest city in the world…..that I think I’m the smartest… flyest….slickest niggah on Earth….but I didnt say it….that’s how their thinking is….they remind me of that EVERYDAY…I tell them my name is ShaKim…. but they keep calling me ” New York”….why?…. because they are not looking at me as the person I am…and what I represent…..they looking at where I am from….so they feel that they got to outthink, outsmart…and outwit me….the Outta towner….who is 500 miles away from home….so calling me ” New York” only reminds them not who I am….but where I’m from which isn’t here….
I know why they come around …trying to peep out my blueprint…. wanting to get in with my workout…..but their true intentions and motives is to try to fake me out with their so called trust…. so they can try to know what I may teach them….they want to copy my moves….but they will never know the true meaning of Loyalty and Sincerity… because it’s not in their hearts…their morals & principles are corrupted ….character fucked up…they are haters….even when I show them love…or try to teach them how to move accordingly… they take it as as fellah being weak or sweet……Everything they hold in high value is NOTHING in my eyes…they chase the Little Debbie’s cakes…Summer sausages… cookies.. soups…chips….while I get the MONEY….
I call them ” Soup and Chips Niggahs” because they chase soups, chips and fags…….Being petty is what they stand on…It’s hard to find a Real dude who stands on Truth and being Real…There are a very, very few…but the majority of them is the same that they put a bad taste in my mouth that I judge them all as the same…….
THESE DUDES AIN’T MY FRIENDS…..
Talking behind my back…but all the talks comes back to me…the same ones talking is the same ones always trying to get in my face….telling me war stories…talking about how many niggahs they killed….they lie so much…that when you tell them how you were living…they think that You are lying….bragging about the money they had or got…but always got their hands out…or comes with coupons wanting a deal…If you show them love…they think they got over on you…If you don’t show them love…you a BITCHASSNIGGA behind your back…and they are scheming on what’s yours…and it’s not like they going to forcefully take shit…NAH…they going to steal it by sneak thievery and send someone to crash into you….
THESE DUDES AIN’T MY FRIENDS….
As much as I burn my hands frying rice or cooking meals which I share with niggahs….they borrowing books, mags, or wanting to see my photos….. me showing them how to get money…or helping with legal issues or any kind of issues that I’m able to help out on for …..that’s me…..
When I get into some shit….I’m the ” outta towner”…I’m not from here….It’s me against all of them….
They talk how they got my back….but all they do is front…… WHY?
because……….
THESE DUDES AIN’T MY FRIENDS
We can’t even hold a positive build or conversation…. you talk nothing but foolishness….always about what him , him and him is doing or done….
Let’s make our own moves….Let’s get things done….There’s great opportunities… but NO…You rather wait until the Dynasty is on the rise and come around with the hands out or ways to destroy its movement…or quick to tell the prison’s authorities….. but I should of known better…
……because………
THESE DUDES AIN’T MY FRIENDS.
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So intelligent LOL